Closing one door, but where's the other, opened, door?

I have so much on my mind but nothing of which I shud type here...my awwwsome world is not so of late! A chapter in my life is about to end (the door that is "closing") but the new chapter is still hiding itself from me...I haven't a clue what I will be doing in 1 month's time and more importantly, I am freaking out! Sigh!

Dear God, if there isn't a door at this point, show me a window and I will be happy...I am not adventurous or a risk-taker, so not knowing what is about to happen is pretty scary...Not having a grip on my own life is my worst fear..! For now, I count my blessings and rely on my beloved meri jaan...